Unsure of my feelings, I looked up at him with tears forming in my eyes. He said that he would take care of me and protect me when times were difficult.
He began to stroke my hair and explained that I didn't need to worry because he was going to be my Dad now. I laid my head onto his bare chest with his leg between mine while he laid on his back holding me in his arms. He told me that he didn't have a strong relationship with his Dad either. He stopped me and said that it was ok - He understood how I was feeling. It was late and we were completely naked kissing deeply with our tongues writhing back and forth more often than our lips were touching. We were laying in his bed in complete darkness. Things between us were very intimate and in many ways far too honest on my part. We had only slept together a handful of times.īut he was my first boyfriend and I let him dominate me in every aspect of our relationship. My boyfriend and I had only been dating for a few weeks. If you are interested in my first gay experience, check out my story entitled "Taken Advantage of in the Best Way." My partner is the same in both stories. My boyfriend was an older man and he used these stories to his advantage to corrupt my mind. How they distanced me from my father throughout my entire life. During my first gay relationship, I told my boyfriend about these experiences and how they haunted me - how they kept me from opening-up about my homosexuality. When I got home my dad was so ashamed of me - he wouldn't even look at me. I was immature and wanted her attention so I let her. She convinced me to let her paint my nails a variety of bright, neon colors. I remember this one time I went to a local community event and one of the pretty girls from school was there hosting some sort of picnic table selling nail polish. He would tell me right to my face that I was being a girl, a sissy. I would spend a lot of time in front of the mirror while I was doing my hair, pretending to talk to a girl that I was crushing on, or blatantly singing along with an *NSYNC or Backstreet Boys song.
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